Also, my Canon EOS Digital Rebel XT won't turn on anymore, so that's why there have been a lot less posts from me. A little bit of what's been going on:
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Also, my Canon EOS Digital Rebel XT won't turn on anymore, so that's why there have been a lot less posts from me. A little bit of what's been going on:
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 5:53 PM 0 comments
Tags: beach, britney, canon, chris, emma renée, krystal, pat
Saturday, August 21, 2010
My boyfriend is perfect and last night was amazing! That is all.
Oh, and more pictures -
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 11:02 PM 1 comments
Tags: chris, emma renée
Thursday, August 19, 2010
I've spent the past week becoming obsessed with Lost. No joke! I never wanted to watch it before because I generally hate anything to do with being stranded, especially being stranded on a deserted island. The entire concept just sounded way too boring for me. But... my life can be way too boring for me, so I saw season 1 on Netflix Instant and decided to watch it. This shit is like TV crack! I'm already on season 2, haha. Sooo... the combination of Lost being awesome and things being almost back to perfect with Chris makes this a pretty great week. Can't even explain how happy Chris makes me and how glad I am to have him in my life.
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 9:28 PM 1 comments
Tags: chris, emma renée, lost
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
We finally put up our "RENT" sign in our yard and I swear that's what's making this move sink in for me. All of the sudden I'm so... unhappy about it. I was so excited to go, and part of me still is because I love Virginia and I'm glad to get Emma away from the trashy hellhole that is Panama City, but I really do not want to leave Chris. I don't want to be without him.
At first I was so worried that leaving would ruin our relationship, I was scared to even think about trying because I've done it before and I know how long distance tends to fail for most people. Especially since our relationship is still fairly new. But if I feel like if you want something bad enough - if you are truly determined for things to work out - then they will. And I am determined to make things work. It all depends on if he can handle the distance or not... and I hope he can. There is no try, there is only do. We can do ittttt!
Anyway, I was bored and decided to do one of these things to keep track of how much we've been dating... It's really pointless but I saw it a friend's myspace and was curious to know how many days we've been together. I want to do one for how long Emma's been alive next. You know, when I'm not too lazy to go back to the website.
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 7:22 AM 1 comments
Tags: chris, emma renée, lost, moving on
Thursday, August 12, 2010
"All I ask of you is one thing: please don't be cynical. I hate cynicism - it's my least favorite quality and it doesn't lead anywhere. Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you work really hard and you’re kind, amazing things will happen."
I think things are going to start looking up now! Finally.
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 10:47 AM 0 comments
Tags: chris, emma renée, jason mraz, life
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Sometimes I miss the walls I used to hide behind just because they protected me from getting hurt. Now my feelings are fair game. Fuuuuuuck. I really don't want to leave him.
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 11:21 AM 0 comments
Tags: chris, life experiences, love
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
A federal judge in California has knocked down the state's voter-approved ban on same-sex marriage, ruling Wednesday that the state's controversial Proposition 8 violates the U.S. Constitution.
http://www.cnn.com/08/04/california.same.sex.ruling
Two words: EQUALITY WINS! For now, at least.
I really wish my laptop would function properly so I can finally finish up The L Word. One last season to finish and I couldn't be more happy that Jenny bites the dust. She has got to be one of the most irritating characters in the history of TV. Although I'm not really diggin' how the spin off sounds... The Farm, based on Alice in prison. I'll watch just because I love me some lesbian drama and Alice is my favorite character, but prison? Eh.
I've been watching Californication all day to try to get my mind off certain things. Every time things are going really great with Chris, something awful has to happen to make things suck. He's a really good guy and I want almost more than anything for things to work out between us because I can see a future there, but I don't know how to be comfortable with certain things. There's a lot I could elaborate on but maybe a public blog isn't the best place to give the details. At least he knows he's done wrong and he's apologized and that's going to have to be enough until things are back to being comfortable.
So, yeah. I can't believe Emma's going to be 5 months old in 8 days. Where does the time go? Sometimes I wish she'd grow up a little quicker because she's a very clingy baby - and I mean so clingy that I can't put her down to do ANYTHING because she screams hysterically within two minutes of being out of my arms. She's already developing bad separation anxiety when she's around other people. But at the same time I want to keep her tiny forever because she's only going to be my little baby once. The screaming and constant need to be held can make things difficult but every second is worth it.
Anyway, pictures!
Posted by Brittany Thornton at 4:21 PM 0 comments
Tags: chris, emma renée, prop 8, the farm, the l word